Tuesday, April 14, 2009 | 11:03 PM
U . R . G . E
im fucking not in the mood of blogging !!!
no why ..
i also donno why ..
do you people know who is your best friend that you really can trust
that really can relie on ..
i believe theres a lot around me ..
where intend to say ' jus tell me if you are unhappy '
or ' i will be there when you need me '
????
i donno
in this moment i just feel that all these are just BULL SHIT
maybe thoes good friend or those best friends are just ACTING in front of me ..
tending to be good to me or to everyone surrounding me ???
i donno arhx .. just feel that i was bloody no mood now ..
THX ARHX !!!
further more i believes that all of you sure have the ' VERY GOOD CLOSE FRIEND'
that you pour everything to.
BUT when times go by you will than reliese that she or he is NTH .
not real at all ..
maybe he or she might be so pure in front of eveyone .
i started to detest myself very much .
BECAUSE i don wish to be a emo freak which that is not me ..so not me !!!!
or rather a sensitive person .. which is more NOT ME at all !!!
NOW
i know the reason why .
ok i really really really give up arhx .
its a reason that i heard
which is so ...........
VonneOng ❤
